Okay, so recently I broke up with my long term boyfriend Cody. And to be completely honest, I fell out of love with Cody, and it feels like we were just tolerating being together. So when this amazing guy comes along and i find myself falling for him, I realize what I want, no, NEED, for myself. I need a fresh start, i need someone that I'm head over heels for. Christian Scott Gow is the guy i'm truly in love with. I know that. He's in love with me too, and I'm so grateful that he feels the same way as i do. So when I decide that i will do whatever it takes to be with him, i obviously have to break up with Cody, but i didn't want to hurt him and i still wanted to be his friend. All my friends i asked for advice were telling me to stay with cody, but i knew for myself i couldn't do that. So i come back from my annual trip to PA and finally just break up with Cody. And what happens? I get written off and called names by people that supposed to be my friends, just because I finally did something for myself for once. It might seem like a selfish act to hurt Cody for Chris and myself, but for once i finally did something for me after i give and give and give for others. I know i made the right decision despite what anyone else thinks. Christian makes me so much happier than Cody did. And i know there's someone out there so much better for Cody than i am. So if you want to judge me for wanting happiness, then sit back and listen to yourself. And maybe you'll start thinking my thoughts... C'mon! Seriously?!
Sincerely, Happy Becca
